From Crtrdge003 Sent Thu, May 13th 1999, 03:11
From Crtrdge003 Sent Thu, May 13th 1999, 03:11
I just know what moves my heart to live and see life, I see music as love and it is so precious to me. when somebody insults that, they call it crap.. you don't seem to understand. I am not angry because he insulted my opinion, I am not angry that he ruined my "pride". I am fusterated, because it means more people who do not understand my passion and reminds me of the ignorance of others.. How can I explain it?? It's because I WAS WHERE YOU WERE.. that's the best way I can explain it!! dammit!! you have to understand.. it's not PERSONAL, it's not about pride! It's hard to explain but I have been following a path of music.. I live for sound!! I listen to everything and everything is an orchestra!! Just wait until I get my first sampler!! Right now I'm working on just a Kurzweil, I have dedicated my LIFE TO SOUND!!! TRUST ME WHEN I'M TELLING YOU I KNOW WHAT'S GOOD!!! GODDAMN THAT SOUNDS SO ARROGANT BUT IT'S TRUE!!! REALLY SHIT MAN I am really not AGAINST you on this, you don't know how much I would LOVE you to join me in the trippy land of music I have discovered, HOW IN DEPTH, HOW IMPORTANT, HOW MEANINGFUL MUSIC IS!!!! That's your problem man, you don't want to keep following the path, and the reason you don't is because it doesn't allure you. I wish you could understand, YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WOULD LOVE FOR EVERYONE AROUND ME TO BE AN EXTREME AUDIOPHILE LIKE ME, LISTENING TO EVERYTHING AROUND YOU!!! EXPERIENCING LIFE THROUGH MUSIC!!!!!!! EPXRESSING YOUR EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY EMOTION THROUGH SOUND, THROUGH YOUR INSTRUMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S MORE THAN ANY MAN COULD EVER ASK FOR, THE GIFT OF MUSIC, It brings tears to my eyes, I want you to understand me so bad.. it's not about pride, true taste is not a boast of pride, it is a love of things true -=Aaron